There are poems I wrote awhile ago, and I decided I will put some here. I'll add the dates of when which one was made too.
Captured
Waiting for dusk
Waiting for dawn
Though I cannot tell
When each is to begin
Shifting uncomfortably
Only seeing black
I can feel my wings
They ache to spread
I wait for a sign
That may never arrive
Still I hope
That lets me cope
A better future
Somewhere beyond
This eternal darkness
These cold steel bars
The cruelty outside
Longing for escape
A want for freedom
Free to fly
With no worries of the world below
June 2, 2010
Belief
What you and I believe, young one?
Some may be the same and some different
Do not get angry for a different belief, young one
Each one's heart is different
Sometimes one cannot help but feel hate
Judgement of others can be cruel, young one
Believe what you want to believe
Respect my beliefs and I will yours
That is what I ask for, young one
June 2, 2010
Neutrality
Take no sides
Or take all
Even if it looks like a side is chosen
It hasn't
Offer advice to both sides of an argument
Allow for a neutral talk
Good and bad do not exist
Everyone is pure and tainted
No one is pure or tainted
That does not mean I am glad if a "bad" scene occurs
Do not be foolish
I am the line inbetween
June 8, 2010
Inbetween
The peace and the war
The good and the bad
The hero and the villain
Friend and foe
Ally and enemy
For and against
Avenge and revenge
I am the love and hate
The mortal and the immortal
life and death
The long and the short
The future and the past
Time and the present
Believer and non-believer
The same and the different
The water and the fire
I am the better and the worst
June 8, 2010
Seven Deadly
Seven that brings luck
Yet it seems to bear
A more ominous kind
A lot of jealousy kept in
May in time form destruction
Dangerous combination
ENVYEat too much
A must for more
Cannot stop
GLUTTONYA want for everything
A need for everything
No sharing
GREEDContinuous strong desire
Constant need of it
Has it become a habit?
LUSTVery proud and self confident
Perhaps always self-reliant
Perhaps also self righteous
PRIDEHighly lazy
Will not do a thing
Leave all else for others to do
SLOTHAnger and hate
No longer controllable
Viscous nature
WRATHA deadly seven...
June 22, 2010
Disabled
Can you tell if I am?
Do you believe I chose to have it?
Some may have
Some others are born with it
Why blame us?
Why hate us?
When there is the chance
It is not our fault
March 10, 2011
Truths
Within the light you seek to obtain
A certain powerful truth remains
What is the truth?
All vary
A truth becomes real only when one believes it
A truth is whatever words one is satisfied with
Thus comes the words:
"Believe what you wish"
September 23, 2011
Understand
One doesn't have to believe
One doesn't have to like
One doesn't have to love
Nor has to hate
All I could wish for
At the very least
For one to simply understand
September 23, 2011
Tolerate
Can one take in
All the pain
That accidentally comes amid
The chaos that in which
Is created through....
January 29, 2012
Regrets
You reached your hand out to me
With no matter what I did
There was no holding a grudge
Being there for me
No matter what
Had to admit it was something
Had to admit I was falling
But before I realized
After already rejecting
You had already gone
If only the wind had told
I would taken that hand
You were always there for me
Though now things are set in stone
Had to admit it was pleasant
That smile that you gave
But now I will stand by your grave
Hoping you'll be okay
As you pass on
I never did get to tell you
We never did get to be closer
There were so many things I should have said
I regret it all
Yet I'll stand strong
Just for you
September 21, 2012
Liberty
As I thought
I was trapped here for awhile
But I never gave in
Eventually I knew
I could spread these wings
Fly as high as the wind could take me
With no worries of the world below
I'll fly free
With these feathered wings
Let me be
You imprisoners
Let me go
I will go across these lands
Over the mountains
Through the valleys
Around the deserts
Across the oceans
I will be free
September 21, 2012
Labor
I grant your wish
Only if you know
To do at least half of the work
They don't come so easily
Don't take them for granted like that
Nothing will come out of expecting everything to go your way
Do your work
Oh sweet little mischievous child
Don't forget
If you go out on your own
It will be worth it
You'll get what you need
Only if you commit to your part
September 21, 2012
Family
Be aware that you changed my life
The day you came in
I know you
Since you were very small
You've been a part of me
We're family
I will always love you
For becoming a part of this family
So please
Stay as you are
Seeing you any different
It would quite something
But only as long as it's in a pleasant way
Yet we are family
No matter how you change
Even if I hate it
I will still love you
September 21, 2012
Will Not
The days are long
Always strong
I watch the seasons pass
Like they could go in the blink of an eye
Such beautiful scenery
I will look up at the ever changing sky
Wondering when all this pain will end
But I wont doubt myself
I decided long ago
I will not give in
I wont cry
I try not to scream
I will not let you break me
I know someday I will be free
From this cage
And I will force it
If I so must
I dare not back down
As if I will give in
To a demon like you
Who only lusts for cruel things
I will wait
Not for some prince to save me
But for a chance to strike
I would dare not to kill
Or so I become as cruel as you
The more you bring me pain
I will take it
Become stronger from it
Losing to you is not something I'll do
So just a little longer
Until that freedom arrives
September 21, 2012
Do you remember?
Lyric Poem
Do you remember
All those times we had?
When you and I would play
When he and she would sing
When they and us would be
having a role playing spree
Could we ever get tired, no
Not even forgetting each other
Sticking up for all
Not missing a good night to anyone
And always greeting the next day
Do you remember?
You know they said he was good at telling stories
She was the one with a sweet temper
And that one other member was more serious and quiet
While some others were hyper jokers
Yet, no matter what, we were always polite
Pure, with no stereotypes
Just the kids that we were
Do you remember?
....I hope that someday
We could go back to those days
Relive them again
Pretending that no one ever left...
And going to bed at night,
Waking up the next morning
To find you all o~n...
Such wonderful memories
What beautiful dreams
I cannot seem to accept
That things have changed
I don't want to
No, I don't ever want to
Let's live on in these dreams
If only for a little while longer
So yes, dear friend, do you rememb~er....?
October 28, 2012
Down the Road
Lyric Poem
I'll dream again
Of when we'll meet aga~in
All the fun times shared
You know I couldn't ever forget...
So I'll keep believing
That someday you'll all come back
But if not, then ple~ase
I'd like to know
Be sure that you're doing all right
With that life of your own
And someday I think
It would be wonderful if we
Could meet aga~in
Somewhere down the road
Watch the cities go
See the rivers flow
Let the flowers grow
The sweet natures we'll ever know
So if we do meet
Say we hang out again
Tell me how things are and I'll tell you too
And role play like we always do
Somewhere down the road
Watch the stars shimmer light
See the planets align
And view the forever beautifully changing sky
I'll keep believing that we'll all return
Happy and having fun like the old days
Down the road
Crossing paths again
Even when years go by
I'll still recall when we were young
And having so much fun
So maybe, just maybe
We'll interact again
On that very site
Somewhere down the road
October 28, 2012
Parting EternalFor my kitty that escaped the house through a window and got ran over... RIP
This is my farewell
I hope wherever you are
Peace is there
Try not to be sad
Try not to forget
That never should have happened
If only time could rewind
You were always here
Now suddenly...
Goodbye
I still expect you to be here
Never anymore
No return
It wasn't even your choice
Here we part
I put a flower on your grave
I remember your better days
Rest in peace forever more
That is my farewell
Good night forever
Eternal parting...
June 23, 2013
Caged
Without a sound
The bird does not speak
Trapped helpless in its cage
As it must always obey
And feel like a slave
No luck for freedom
No chance at life
It dreams a dream of a future
In which may start to wither
As the past returns nostalgia
The present brings fright
Cruelness be kind
Kindness be cruel
It's not too dreadful
Though it still cannot move on
Why it asks
Why...
Am I not allowed?
July 8, 2013